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Sunday, April 10, 2011

I sung a song that once got heard...

Oct 30th, 2006
Rush into life while the Chemicals React
Rush
Into your head, into your mind
out of your soul, race through your veins
You can't escape, you can't escape.
Into your life, into your dreams,
Out of the dark, so light again.
You can't explain, you can't explain.
Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,
Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.
More than you land spinning around,
Lifting your feet right off the ground,
You can't believe this is happening now.
Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your head,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,
Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.
It takes you to another place,
imagine everything you can.
All the colors start to blend,
The system overloads again.
Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,
Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.
Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=56IoTdgQteM~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Chemicals React
you make me feel out of my element
like i'm walkin' on broken glass
like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
and you're movin' too fast
(chorus)
were you right, was i wrong
were you weak, was i strong, yeah
both of us broken
caught in the moment
we lived and we loved
and we hurt and we joked, yeah
but the planets all aligned
when you looked into my eyes
and just like that
the chemicals react
the chemicals react
you make me feel out of my element
like i'm drifting out to the sea
like the tides pullin' me in deeper
makin' it harder to breathe
we cannot deny, how we feel inside
we cannot deny
(chorus)
were you right, was i wrong
were you weak, was i strong, yeah
both of us broken
caught in the moment
we lived and we loved
and we hurt and we joked, yeah
but the planets all aligned
when you looked into my eyes
and just like that
the chemicals react
the chemicals react
kaleidoscope of colors
turning hopes on fire, sun is burning
shining down on both of us
don't let us lose it (don't let us lose it...)
(chorus)
were you right, was i wrong
were you weak, was i strong, yeah
both of us broken
caught in the moment
we lived and we loved
and we hurt and we joked, yeah
we lived
we loved
we hurt
we joked
we're right
we're wrong
we're weak
we're strong
we lived to love
but the planets all aligned
when you looked into my eyes
and just like that
watch the chemicals react
and just like that
the chemicals react/(the chemicals react)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIDoPETif8gEveryone has their song that defines who and what they feel at the moment...i think these define me as a person no?

Dear, Adrian
     You were right about having used these lyrics to define you at that moment, because now that you're grown up, its completely different.  You no longer live life feeling the wind in your hair...now you don't even feel it, and you take too much into consideration what society thinks you should be like...
Someone once told you, "you don't give yourself enough credit..." and from asking your two friends you don't...you don't think you dress well, but you really really do, regardless of how tacky it looks on someone else...somehow for you...it works...and the other one is right, you are a great catch, if people don't want to be with you...screw it, fuck that shit you're too good for them anyway...its their loss not yours...as for the person that brought it up, it is confusing to know in what regards they meant it, but still...chin up and just give it your all.
     As for the chemicals react...haha...i think anyone can feel that song at any given time or place, but given the situation you're involved in with a certain someone it can definitely work well for you.
     Adrian just really consider yourself for a moment and start being that kid you were...guess what shit happens and then you move on.   wasn't it you who once said "You live, you learn, and then you move on, because if you don't move on there's no way to grow?" 
      Just remember that, and that not just two songs can define a person, its a different song for a different day and situation...you probably have 1000's of songs by now...its 5 years later

Friday, April 8, 2011

Dear Adrian...

This is way back from October 29th, 2006

Oct 29th, 2006

My crazy family tree

So, i've made bad choices, and then suddenly i become popular...what is up with that? Hence the new page, just for u guys...u know what i mean? But yeah seriously i don't like having to go against my own word because it hurts not just me but the people around me, and this time i seriously learned my lesson...so here goes to a totally new beginning, and hopefully a better chapter in that new book i tried to write when i went into college...Anyways this is my crazy family tree, and the roles the people i kept play
THE HOUSEHOLD
Alex-The big brother, the one that holds our little family together...more than just the glue...he's stern @ times and its worth it to hear what he has to say especially when it comes to adviceTany-The smart pretty mother figure, she's there ya know and John said "what was that mother-son moment there?" when we were outYesi-The dumb older sister, hey every family has oneAdrian-The baby, hey man i'm the youngest of the bunch and i'm the smart one that makes bad decisions
LOS PRIMOS (u know the ones that live like a block away, possibly next door...lol)Jose-The 25 yr old anime freak, gotta love ur nerdy cousin
Miguel-The dancing queen, he just likes el baile and flowers
Alonso-The plain ol' freak, i'm kiddin' he's that crazy cousin u just want to hang around with, cuz he's all out there...hehehe
LAS PRIMASJuana-La crazy rocker cousinYen-La crazy rebelious cousinMikey-La crazy tia you would think is an uncle :"P
THE UNCLESRandy-He's the sweet caring one that no one really knows, cuz he hardly visitsWady-The awesome funny one that u always want u to take u to the store cuz u know its gonna be a blast, he's also one of the few u can go to for adviceJohn-The southern uncle u want to listen to just to see if he has the accent, but doesn't so u just go to him for advice...heheOmar-The oddball uncle that sometimes u don't know what the fuck to talk to him about, but he listens
THE SEXY NEIGHBORS
Angel-The crazy one that will just go to u when he sees u outside to tell u the latest news, and gossipEsteban-The sweet humble one you hardly seeMario-The foine one that u get nervous to talk to because he's crazy and outgoing, he's also the gossiper that's close to the family, the one that goes inside to drink with u and will more than likely pass out on ur couch...in the middle of the dayJhonathan-The one with the awesome accent and you wish you had it at times :"P
OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS
Julio (the cook)-the other older brother, that isn't as active as Alex, but he's still there for just about anything if u really need him and u have no where else to goJulio (graphic designer)-The cousins nephew, the one u don't know where he came from, but he's still cool to be around

Dear, Adrian...
To find something this old and be able to bring it back, that takes some pretty big cajones, and to admit that you only talk to Yen, Yesi, and Wady all the time. Then Jose, Mario, and Jhonathan on occasion, but still wow, what happened? How did you have a fall out with these people? It really does come to show you who your real friends are huh? 

I think I'm going to post one of these a day and have an input on what you wrote and whether you were naive, or being a kid like you were supposed to be at the time. This here, to say that "I'm starting all over"...what the hell happened to you? I wish you could remember and the fact that some of these people hate you or that you dislike them for their past actions...drama, drama, drama...thank god I'm pretty much a loner now haha!

Friday, March 25, 2011

Dear Math Class

My math class is my more entertaining of the four classes that i have, and instead of taking notes this is what i did.
I wrote letters to the whole class.
I hope you enjoy.


Deargirl with white headband,
     You're quiet...I like you. Kudos <3
Dear Ol' girl,
     Are you from the Bronx? I love cho accent
Dear Ol' boy
     Leave my hag alone, me haces pasar un coraje con tus MAMADAS.
Dear girl i though was blonde,
     You clearly are not blonde, but you're cute.  Pseudo DATE! <3 <3 <3 I hope you're super bubbly.
Dear preppy white guy,
     Me gusta tu style... that's pretty much it, sorry.
Dear girl next to boy with glasses,
     You laugh at his lame joke, you lose coolness points.
Dear guy with glasses,
     Apparently your name is Francisco! Ira guey nomas estas guapo del lado...me hisiste triste cuando volteaste, cuz i was like "dayum!," then you turned around and you lost it. Sowwy!
Dear other white guy,
     Como que no! I know...I'm mean...this is why I'm single.
Dear dude that always wears beanies,
     Hijo de tu puta madre! Estas guapisimo desgraciado!!! Y mas con tu facial hair...ay me moje ="P
Dear actual blonde girl,
     Hey....?
Dear girl with big ears,
     You remind me of a fairy...now work your magic! <3
Dear dude with hat in back row,
     Aveces te me haces guapo, aveces no...its cuz you remind me of someone I use to fuck...is it you?
Dear girl with super lacio hair,
     Are we in business class together? Como que no me cais....sorry...
Dear dude with dreds next to me,
    Vete! quiero que mi novio se siente al lado de mi!
Dear Florentina,
    Omfg ur too much I'm about to pee my pants from laughing...ur fun <3 u!
Dear Cuzin,
     Ur so quiet...hmmmm....
Dear Drewbie,
     Ay drewbie, que hacer contigo, we should've kept you and gotten rid of liliya in business class. ur adorable <3 <3 <3!!!
Dear other dude with dreds,
     I'm sorry i don't take good notes, you coo...you pass judgement..........this time!
Dear thugish guy,
     Let's play...just cuz you're quiet and I'm curious what you're packin'.  Hey where's your yankee's hat? ="(
Dear girl in front of thugish guy,
     Gurl i though you were Mexican! You are clearly African-American and I'm clearly super blind, don't be shy and quiet, just let it out!
Dear girl in front by teacher,
     Hands off my man! Don't talk to him about the "Angry Birds" app don't ask him about his day...just fuck off or i'ma cut you! 
Thanx <3
Dear Treetrunk,
    How do I compare thee? Omfg tus arms <3 ="P~ , I would love to feel up and squeeze those thunderous thighs and don't even get me started with that ass! i just want to bend you over and eat you out till you moan and...........(to be continued in af-am fiction novel)
Dear Aaron, Erin, Aron...however you spell it
     OMG you're soooo cute! osea estas guapo tambien guey, we need to get you drunk para que te quite los pantalones because you're a giant dork therefore lo tienes enorme por default....si no we can still cuddle 
<3
Dear Adrian, 
     Stop writing, pay attention, and not only will you learn something maybe you'll pass lolz <3
Dear Dr. Sow
     Stop turning on Tina cuz then she giggles and you get us in trouble on your own sooooo turn off the awesome accent and stop being cool cuz I'm not supposed to like math. 
Thnx.
P.S. I hope you never read this.